| Location | Cardiff South Wales |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 21/05/1996 |
| Date of Death | 21/05/1996 |
| Visitors | 1,907 since 23/03/2009 |
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*** PLEASE READ ***
A HUGE THANKYOU TO EVERYONE WHO CONTINUES TO LIGHT CANDLES ETC FOR MY PRECIOUS ANGELS. LOVE TO YOU
AND YOUR ANGELS ALWAYS XXX
The only thing i can do here is speak from the heart and i apologise in advance for any upset
caused.
My so called brother Martin is Joshua's daddy and for many many reasons i've never got on with him,
to name but a few he stole jewellery from my new born son, treated my mum badly and is an alcholic
but that didn't stop me wanting my beautiful nephew to be part of my life.
Joshua's mum didn't really want her baby and often came to my house starving, having not eaten for
days. I'd make her eat a bowl of soup and bread just to get some nourishment into her.
On the 21st May i heard via a relative that Joshua had been born sleeping and although i didn't get
on with Martin i phoned him and offered my condolences, he promptly put the phone down. I then
telephoned the hospital and asked to go and see Joshua to say goodbye but Martin had already told
them to refuse me. I was in a total state of shock, i so wanted the chance to say goodbye to Joshua
and spent a very long time grieving for him because i wasn't even allowed to attend his funeral.
Through sneaky methods i eventually found where Joshua was laid to rest and visited as often as i
could, leaving teddies and flowers for him but leaving no name to identify me. On Sunday i went to
his grave again and broke down at what i found... His grave couldn't be seen for a huge conifer tree
which Martin had planted years before and i've not been able to get Joshua out of my mind since. As
if by fate my husband saw Martin today and told him how upset i've been and asked for his number. I
rang him as soon as i could tonight and was told that daddy hadn't been to Joshua's resting place
for about 5yrs. I told him that he needed to sort his son's grave out and get rid of the tree, i was
politely told to do it myself because he wasn't going there again.
Joshua darling, auntie Jan will get your grave sorted out for you sweetheart as soon as i'm able to
and i'll make it as pretty as you so deserve and that's a promise baby boy. I have never forgotten
you darling and i never will, you'll live in my heart for ever. You're safe now with your Nanna and
Grampy, they'll look after you and give you all the love you'll ever need.
Nyt nyt sleep tight my sweet little angel.
Loves and snuggles darling xxxxxx
11TH JUNE 2009
"Give Me Peace" By Lea Dyer Snow
Lord, in this hour I need you, more than words could ever tell.
I feel as if I'm stranded on shores between heaven and hell...
I know you haven't left me, yet my heart feels void of hope.
I feel as if I'm hanging on an old and thread worn rope...
I feel as if my hearts been torn from the breast from which it came.
And sunshine will no longer fill my life, only clouds of darkness and rain...
I know this will pass,
and you will be there to give me comfort and strength and hope.
But until then I can't help the feeling that I'm down to that last thread of rope...
If it breaks, you'll be there to catch me, and raise me back to my feet...
But for now my world is in turmoil, and the essence of life is not sweet...
Give me power to overcome my oppression, and let sunshine back on my face.
Let your spirit overwhelm my cold dark heart,
and let me bask in your warmth giving grace...
Give rest to my tempest of yearning, and faith to my sore lacking soul.
Let me again laugh with my family. Rescue me from this pit in Sheol.
With praise I do worship your blessings, with humility, I ask my release.
From this den of despair I ask mercy...show favour on me...give me peace.
LOVE JUDE. X
WITH LOVE XXX
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25TH MAY 2009
♥ MAY YOUR DAY BE FILLED WITH BLESSINGS,
LIKE THE SUN THAT LIGHTS THE SKY,
AND MAY YOU ALWAYS HAVE THE COURAGE,
TO SPREAD YOUR WINGS AND FLY.
LOVE JUDE. X ♥
BLESS YOU SWEETHEART............
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Happy Birthday Joshua
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♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART ♥ ♥ ♥
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♥ Sending lots of love to a special angel up above.♥ Love Always Ingrid xx
YOUR BIRTHDAY.....
BEAUTIFUL ANGEL JOSHUA YOUR BIRTHDAY WITH THE ANGELS ABOVE
WHILE WE AT HOME THINK OF YOU WITH SO MUCH LOVE
YOUR AUNTIE JAN LOVES YOU SO MUCH WITH ALL HER HEART
A VERY SPECIAL ANGEL RIGHT FROM THE VERY START
THE ANGELS SURROUND YOU WITH ALL THERE LOVE
WHILE YOU REST IN GODS GARDEN IN HEAVEN ABOVE
THE ANGELS SANG YOUR BEAUTIFUL NAME ONCE MORE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA WHO WE LOVE AND ADORE
SO MUCH LOVE IS SENT TO YOU EACH AND EVERYDAY
EVER MORE ON YOUR SPECIAL 13TH BIRTHDAY
FOREVER YOUR AUNTIE JAN WILL HOLD YOU IN HER HEART
RIGHT UNTIL THE DAY YOU ARE TOGETHER NO LONGER APART....
Copyright© Ros Roberts
With Love for joshuas site only xxx
♥♥ Happy Birthday Heaven`s Little Prince ♥♥
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♥♥
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here)
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
♥♥
God planned a special day for me
He told me with a wink
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think)
♥♥
I’m getting lots of hugs from God
He’s really good at that
And every time that I walk by
He gives my head a pat
♥♥
Balloons will fill the streets for me
They float up through the clouds
And we have lots of clowns up here
That make us laugh out loud
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There is a birthday carousel
Jeweled horses ride the wind
With music playing oh so sweet…
The magic never ends
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I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings
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We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts, surprise!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies
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♥♥ Heaven`s Little Prince ♥♥
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…..*..lovelovelo…* ***♥♥ Heaven`s Little Prince♥♥
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.*..lovelovelovelovelove…*..*…lovelove.....*
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You are mammy`s little prince
But you’re in heaven now
She dream`s that she could hold you
And wish`s she knew how
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You will always be your mammy`s prince
She’ll always keep you in her heart
Until some day she see`s you
Then you`s won’t be apart
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So be happy little prince
In Gods heaven up above
And everyday till you meet again
She will send you all her love
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♥♥ TINY LITTLE HALO ♥♥
Tiny little fingers
Tiny little toes
Tiny rosebud lips of pink
A miracle I know
I couldn't wait to see you
And hold you close to me
But found, instead, that some things
Are never meant to be
Tiny little halo
Above your tiny head
I know that God has chosen you
To be with him instead
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♥ Goodnight Godbless Joshua ♥
♥ Sweetdreams Baby Angel ♥
♥ Love Tina (Callum Coulson`s Mammy)♥
♥ Happy 13th Birthday Josh ♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
This is a box of Blessings
Given with love to say
we’re missing you so very much
As we remember this special day.
Although we cannot see you
And we seem so far apart
You are never far from our thoughts
As we will always hold you in our hearts.
You will never unwrap this box
But as you look down from above
You'll know it's a very special gift
Because it's filled with eternal love.
Have a wonderful birthday darling.
All my love and floaty kisses
Auntie Jan xxxxx
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Joshua"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left me here behind.
Did you think that I'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of mine.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHY ~ LOVE YOU ALL THE WORLD X
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