| Location | Cardiff South Wales |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 21/05/1996 |
| Date of Death | 21/05/1996 |
| Visitors | 1,837 since 23/03/2009 |
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*** PLEASE READ ***
A HUGE THANKYOU TO EVERYONE WHO CONTINUES TO LIGHT CANDLES ETC FOR MY PRECIOUS ANGELS. LOVE TO YOU
AND YOUR ANGELS ALWAYS XXX
The only thing i can do here is speak from the heart and i apologise in advance for any upset
caused.
My so called brother Martin is Joshua's daddy and for many many reasons i've never got on with him,
to name but a few he stole jewellery from my new born son, treated my mum badly and is an alcholic
but that didn't stop me wanting my beautiful nephew to be part of my life.
Joshua's mum didn't really want her baby and often came to my house starving, having not eaten for
days. I'd make her eat a bowl of soup and bread just to get some nourishment into her.
On the 21st May i heard via a relative that Joshua had been born sleeping and although i didn't get
on with Martin i phoned him and offered my condolences, he promptly put the phone down. I then
telephoned the hospital and asked to go and see Joshua to say goodbye but Martin had already told
them to refuse me. I was in a total state of shock, i so wanted the chance to say goodbye to Joshua
and spent a very long time grieving for him because i wasn't even allowed to attend his funeral.
Through sneaky methods i eventually found where Joshua was laid to rest and visited as often as i
could, leaving teddies and flowers for him but leaving no name to identify me. On Sunday i went to
his grave again and broke down at what i found... His grave couldn't be seen for a huge conifer tree
which Martin had planted years before and i've not been able to get Joshua out of my mind since. As
if by fate my husband saw Martin today and told him how upset i've been and asked for his number. I
rang him as soon as i could tonight and was told that daddy hadn't been to Joshua's resting place
for about 5yrs. I told him that he needed to sort his son's grave out and get rid of the tree, i was
politely told to do it myself because he wasn't going there again.
Joshua darling, auntie Jan will get your grave sorted out for you sweetheart as soon as i'm able to
and i'll make it as pretty as you so deserve and that's a promise baby boy. I have never forgotten
you darling and i never will, you'll live in my heart for ever. You're safe now with your Nanna and
Grampy, they'll look after you and give you all the love you'll ever need.
Nyt nyt sleep tight my sweet little angel.
Loves and snuggles darling xxxxxx
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♥ ♰ Wishing you a wonderful Halloween 2009 ♰ ♥ Lots of Luv from Angels John & Rhiain, Me and my unborn daughter Liberty-Raye & Kate and her unborn twins xxx ♰ ♥
Enjoy dressing up and trick or treating in heaven, don't eat too many sweets though, Thinking of you today and everyday.xxx
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../___\..OUR ANGELS ARE WATCHING OVER EVERY THING WE DO
THEY ARE SENDING LOVE FROM HEAVEN JUST FOR ME AND YOU
OUR ANGELS SEND US KISSES WE FEEL THEM IN THE BREEZE EACH DAY
ONLY HALF OF US DO NOT NOTICE SO WE BRUSH THAT KISS AWAY
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../___\..OUR ANGELS KNOW WHEN WE ARE CRYING THEY HELP TO WIPE OUR TEARS AWAY
OUR ANGELS ARE CLOSER THAN WE THINK THEY ARE BY OUR SIDE EACH DAY
NEVER THINK YOU ARE ON YOUR OWN THAT REALLY IS NOT TRUE
EVERY WHERE THAT YOU WILL BE OUR ANGELS ARE WALKING BESIDE YOU.....
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../___\..copyright Rosalind Roberts 25/10/09
Sweet Dreams Joshua
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Goodnight little angel
As you lay down your head
The angels will watch over you
And tuck you into bed
Sweet dreams precious child
Rest your little eyes
The angels watching over you
Will sing you lullabies
copyright© Ingrid Aspey 2/9/09
Night night little angel...♥ Love Ingrid xxx
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With Love Tonight And Always.
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Goodnight.xx
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On behalf of Kate (Rhiain's Mummy)and her twins. Kate is back in hospital (There is a thread containing the details.) Please send her love angel and keep her in your thoughts. Until she can return and light candles herself please accept mine in their place. Luv Bethan and my bump.xx
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FOR MONDAY
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
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FOR TUESDAY
Think of them as living
In the hearts of those they touched.
For nothing loved is ever lost
And they were loved so much!
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FOR WEDNESDAY
A silent thought, a secret tear,
Keeps your memory ever dear,
God took you home, it was his will,
But in our hearts, you live still.
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FOR THURSDAY
Those we love we never lose,
For always they will be,
Loved, remembered, treasured,
Always in our memory.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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Night Night Joshua xx
~~~For All Our Little Angels~~~
For all our little angels
Gone before they've grown
No one knows the reason why
The angels called you home
I've asked the Lord a million times
Why this should have to be
The angels whispered softly
One day you will see
That doesn't help us now
We're feeling sad and low
We need to understand
Why it is you had to go
But I know we will never get
An answer to this plea
Until we are together
In heaven for eternity
So many of us miss you
So many of us grieve
So many hearts are broken
Because you had to leave
Be happy our little angels
Remember each of us with love
Until one by one we meet again
With you in heaven above.
Copyright© Ingrid Aspey 24/6/09
Night Night Sweet Dreams
(♥~N~♥)
(♥~I ~♥)
(♥~G~♥)
(♥~H~♥)
(♥~T~♥)
(♥~N~♥)
(♥~I ~♥)
(♥~G~♥)
(♥~H~♥)
(♥~T~♥)
(♥~H~♥)
(♥~U~♥)
(♥~G~♥)
(♥~S~♥)
Love Ingrid xx
21ST JUNE 2009
I KNOW...........
I KNOW CRIED A MILLION TEARS FOR YOU TODAY
I KNOW JUST DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO OR EVEN SAY
I KNOW CANNOT LIVE LIKE THIS I KNOW THATS TRUE
I KNOW ALL I REALLY WANT IS TO BE WITH YOU.♥
I KNOW YOU LIVE IN PARADISE WITH SO MUCH LOVE
I KNOW YOU LIVE WITH ALL THE ANGELS ABOVE
I KNOW YOU WATCH DOWN FROM WAY UP HIGH
I KNOW YOU SEE EACH TEAR THAT I CRY.♥
I KNOW THAT YOU ARE FLYING FREE
I KNOW THAT YOU STILL LOVE ME
I KNOW I WILL SEE YOU ONCE MORE TIME
I KNOW YOU WILL ALWAYS LIVE IN THIS HEART OF MINE....♥
♥ HAPPY FATHERS DAY.♥
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copyright� Rosalind Roberts
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Hugs From Heaven
by Charlotte Anselmo
When you feel a gentle breeze
Caress you when you sigh
It's a hug sent from Heaven
From a loved one way up high.
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If a soft and tender raindrop
Lands upon your nose
They've added a small kiss
As fragile as a rose.
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If a song you hear fills you
With a feeling of sweet love
It's a hug sent from Heaven
From someone special up above.
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If you awaken in the morning
To a bluebird's chirping song
It's music sent from Heaven
To cheer you all day long.
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If tiny little snowflakes
Land upon your face
It's a hug sent from Heaven
Trimmed with Angel lace.
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So keep the joy in your heart
If you're lonely my dear friend
Hugs that are sent from Heaven
A broken heart will mend.
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Love from Angel Rhiain and mummy Kate. xXx♥xXx
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11TH JUNE 2009
"Give Me Peace" By Lea Dyer Snow
Lord, in this hour I need you, more than words could ever tell.
I feel as if I'm stranded on shores between heaven and hell...
I know you haven't left me, yet my heart feels void of hope.
I feel as if I'm hanging on an old and thread worn rope...
I feel as if my hearts been torn from the breast from which it came.
And sunshine will no longer fill my life, only clouds of darkness and rain...
I know this will pass,
and you will be there to give me comfort and strength and hope.
But until then I can't help the feeling that I'm down to that last thread of rope...
If it breaks, you'll be there to catch me, and raise me back to my feet...
But for now my world is in turmoil, and the essence of life is not sweet...
Give me power to overcome my oppression, and let sunshine back on my face.
Let your spirit overwhelm my cold dark heart,
and let me bask in your warmth giving grace...
Give rest to my tempest of yearning, and faith to my sore lacking soul.
Let me again laugh with my family. Rescue me from this pit in Sheol.
With praise I do worship your blessings, with humility, I ask my release.
From this den of despair I ask mercy...show favour on me...give me peace.
LOVE JUDE. X
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